February 13, 2011

I was watching my son as he went over to get the finger of his Dad, and my husband, to pull him somewhere where he wanted to go. Only instead of pulling him somewhere it was just to pull him out of the seat that he was in so that my son could sit there. He is one smart little boy.

He loves his Daddy, but always wants Mom. We think he is a Momma's boy and our daughter is a Daddy's girl.

February 5, 2011

My son is so funny. My husband and I left him and our daughter, Alexa, with a friend of ours from our church ward. When we came back to get tthe my son, didn't really want to leave. Kim, the youngest, is about 12 years old. My son really likes her. She had him in her arms and we were trying to leave and he wouldn't come to me. So I told him bye and he waved to me and blew me kisses like he was going to stay with Kim. I was shocked. He usually doesn't like to feel like he is being left, but he didn't care this time. Thanks to Kim for watching him and being someone that he feels safe with.

February 3, 2010

I can say that I am really glad to be able to nurse my little one. I do feel awful that I am not making enough. I was told by a lactition specialist that if a baby doesn't get enough to eat they will sleep a lot to conserve energy. Alexa, was doing this. So now I pump when I can and feed her from a bottle and formula. I feel a little bit like a failure, but I am getting over this because I would rather have her eating and getting enough. She means more than my feeling like a failure.